I have created a novel website. Now it comes to the promotion/marketing stage. However,I don't dare spend money promoting/marketing my website because I am not sure whether it can succeed or fail. What if it fail? Then I lose my money and I will be put in an adverse/touch position and maybe I have to work many years to pay back this amount of money then this loan will become a big burden on my life. It will affect my later life and my ideals. I may work very hard throughout the day. Then I will be deprived of my personal life. I will become a slave.
If I go to work, I can imagine that it is very boring and it is a treadmill. I can not earn much money, I will be wasting my life. I will become dull after years of working and I will become a common/uninteresting person.
I am not sure whether my website will succeed or not. I don't know. I am not confident of it. I am quite indecisive. Help me!